Looking at pics brought back so many memories of him and I having a great time but each picture also reminded me of some fights we had before or after a pic was taken. Unfortunately, almost each and one of them had that bad memory...sadly.
Today, Valentine's day, was probably one of the worst valentine's day Ive ever had. I was thinking earlier, I felt like I have no boyfriend. Granted we are in an agreement that we are not doing anything today because restaurants are always crowded on this day but he could have gotten me flowers, a card or wven a piece of candy for god's sakes. He has this mentality in his head that i said i dont like flowers bec they are a waste. I would never say that.
It's been over a year since I got flowers from him. Sad. I hope all the other relationships out there that is just starti g doesn't turn out to be like mine -- i mean, dont lose the sweetness and flowers and date nights (without actually being ruahed). Dont turn every sex into quickies. Don't. Just don't. Cherrish every minute of it and always mean it when u say I LOVE YOU to each other and dont say it just cause.
Bye.
